I’m glad his car is distinctively loud (not obnoxious annoying loud like every other car in this damn town, but a noticeable growl when he pulls into the driveway), I was able to hide the surprises I’m working on just in time for him to walk in. :)
He picked up my check from work and brought me another case of water. He was running out of time fast cause he had been running a couple other errands on his break, but sat down on the end of the bed and gave me a nice little foot rub before he went back to work.
What a gem. :)
Two things I would like to share with you this morning
Geoff was late to work because he spent a few extra minutes waiting for me to wake up (cause I sleep through alarms ehehehe) so when I did he could tell me how happy he was to have me and hold me and tell me about his bad dreams and how when he wakes up next to me they’re all better. Aaaawwwww!
Second, I want to take a moment to appreciate the shit that runs through my head as I fall asleep at night on hydrocodone. It’s bizzarre in another way because when I have these crazy visuals I have a made-up memory of seeing them before to convince myself I’ve had these thoughts before and they’re not insane. Last night included people who had little houses on their necks instead of heads (everyone had a front porch with big pilars), and wiggling noodles covering everything in town. When I start to think of something scary, because the visuals escalate so fast, I have to actively think of something else before I panic myself out of sleep with the scary thoughts. I started having a train of thought where someone snuck in the back door and geoff and I crammed ourselves in the closet and called the cops. Weird shit. So I started thinking of cute things instead and that helped!
But it’s never really cute. Just people with houses for heads.
I want one of those cute pin-up-ish black dresses with white polka dots. Or one of those dresses but instead of polka dots, skulls?
HOW HARD IS THIS TO FIND? WHY IS THIS SO HARD TO FIND, YAAAGHHH
someone help me please?
Let’s all take moment to appreciate the almost perfect ampersand Beethoven made in the snow.
And this is the closest thing to a cute picture with him I can get. Haha.
i have pink in my hair and a cookie monster shirt and i feel happy and cute. :)
